On The Edge

Sitting on the edge of a bar
Wondering how long it will hold
I look down at the city from above
The emptiness makes me cold
I think of the memories
The good and the bad
I think of my life with you
Of which i never had
My mind is twisted
Like a steel bar in the heat
The feeling i feel
Is the feeling of defeat
I wish things could be different
And i could live a happy life
But my life without you
Is like a stab with a knife
The wound that it makes i can never stop feeling
For the wound that it makes will never start healing